Alone n away...

While alone n away, in absolute silence n peace, emotion n thoughts consume me as I ponder on life. Beyond all interference n opinion, solitude revealed a lot to me. Had I known then all I know now, I would probably have done it all different but am glad it turned out this way. The beauty of expression indeed lies in the liberty of freewill! Free will might be perceived as privilege for all but many forget that with such power comes immense responsibility! Suffering must indeed be the deepest form of intelligence coz growin up I wasn’t accustomed to fortune n luxury! I have learnt the hard way that with ability to think comes essence to reason, with the liberty to choose comes power to decide and with chance to exist comes duty to survive. Expression, free will n survival are the common duties and rights of all nature earned by virtue of existence through the gift of life as long as they do not prohibit another from pursuing or enjoying the same. I believe character n fate are not subject to our choice, they must be God’s recipe for every soul to choose n find a destiny, of course with in a given time frame concluded by death. Time, fate, knowledge, failure, hope, pain, hunger n anger have refined all ma strategies. Now that am grown, am grateful for all the misery n tragedies. All my experiences, bonds, trouble n sorrow have polished me into a better me! They’ve nurtured me into a different me, most of all into a conscious me. Been embarrassed, humiliated, appreciated n hated, hurt a few times but don’t regret any of it! Though it was often unjust, there r times I earned n deserved it. In this life of mine subject to a unique-extraordinary fate, nature, associations n relations, I have known n courted many, even got intimate with the few I considered true n close to me coz it’s they that had earned my confidence. Pardon a brother if I strayed abit but I believe you can never find what you never lost! And it’s coz of that, that am grateful for all the neglect, disappointments n rejection coz they only kept me closer to the people n thingz that actually matter. Time n fate have made n broken many bonds, hurts me to know some experiences n memories but ultimately they’v kept me on track to all that I aspire n deserve…

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